i have become so slack now. i know this is the time for me to do so but this feeling of wasting time mindlessly really dreads me. i do have plans after my O, which is to work towards my dream. but apparently, this flame of passion is no longer burning fiercely.

i can describe myself during these days as the dandelion drifting through the clouds, following the wind mindlessly and finally settled in some place, back to reality.

And I had settled down, back to reality and back to the journey of my dream.

just as i had pondered previously, the saddest thing in life was to work in places you do not like or in other words not to be in your dream industry. this thought came back again and that was also the savior that brought me back to reality.

i could not just wait for opportunity to come knocking on my door step. for that, is for people who think that they are lucky in nature and opportunity will come in no time. but for me, i'm well aware that i'm not. hence, rather than depending on it, i have to work for it instead....

now the question is, HOW ON EARTH SHOULD I DO IT?!

i have only one plan and that is to make a vid on my fav YOUTUBE

but ONE only?! haizz.....


hmmmm any ideas? any help? any advice to help me work towards my dream?
where is my advisor/gui ren of my life?