happenings and weird thoughts in my mind

firstly wad happen these days was that i somehow lost my psp ...people who are close or people who know me definately know da almost every time i am with my psp ..basically psp is almost part of my life la....listen music , play games these things may seem small and maybe nothing to you guys but all my photo ,song and everything are everything that could maybe made me settle down when i am sad , and all these songs and photo and everything it is actually something that could almost ''speak'' things da is really confidential, private and how i feel and i really dun wan anyone to see whats is internal of me cause.... i dunno la jus dun wan la... so people who may have found or maybe stolen my psp pls giv it back to me :) (pls)

my weird thoughts:
first
recently i feel that shows from channel 8 or U or from any countries are some how lacking of ideas now and always i watch shows i will giv suggestion on how to improve or giving comments on it. and so i relized da de problem is da ''gender is too less'' i feel that earth/god hav created only two diffferent gender male and female only . which is means da male can be on love with de female , female mus be in love with male only and i really feel da it is really nothing and probably boring and imagine if there is another kind of gender won't it be better? maybe world would have da much fight , things could be looked on different views ,
life could be intersting , people around might be ''happier'' . would'nt it be nice? anyway is only my weird thoughts in mind going round and round only u could not agree but pls do not make fun of it cause it is not surpose to be funny =)

second
i recently somehow already forgot/giv up on my dream of being a singer cause after CSS( campus super star) i fail i somehow already lost my soul and ''engine'' da could let me contine pursue my dream . dream seem to be fading , and in my life i really hav nothing to do cause i hav really nothing da i am capable too so basically everyday i am leadin a really boring without goals haizz
now holiday is coming ....wad should i do ... maybe i should change my life maybe find something da is suitable for me.

actually got even more la but others was really werid so next time den share ba if people really wan to know =)